How many times?

How many times have I started THIS blog and erased it? I don't know and I can't let it matter. What matters IS:

1. My soul is now free, I finally did it, I finally got away from the pathetic existence that I was calling myself and I am ready to heal. 

2. I am now free to write. As much as I want about anything I want. My 8 years of forced silence and forced compliance are now over and I can find my way back to the healthy frame of mind I was in the last time I COULD write. 

What a journey I have ahead of myself. And I haven't been this happy since I can't remember when.